I have been attentive. For months my prayers have not waiver. I have asked for protection, to be rescued
for my foreseen path. I distinguished all
the warnings signs. Daily I would kneel
in front of the throne of grace petitioning his guidance, while genuinely
trusting Him.
However, it was
inevitable. The view is so familiar. I recognize it instantly. It is my place of misery. No one sits with me, and there are no words
of encouragement. Only silence, and the blurriness
of vision caused by my tears. I am like Job
watching my sores abound and the pain heighten.
It is such a
contradiction to Jeremiah 29:11. Where
are the plans for good and the hope of a future? Why is it that the same God who says He is my
sun and shield; who gives grace and glory and does not withhold goodness (Psalm
84:11) has overlook the walk that has led to my place of misery?
I wish I would have
answers. Words of wisdom. Understanding. But in my mind there is just one question;
Why?
Copyright 08/2012
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