It was lack of understanding. It was blindness. Then his grace revealed the truth. I was living in fear. Fear for the innocent; Fear of being me; Fear of causing damage. I had been walking on eggshells. He gave me strength to acknowledge my truth and the courage to confront it. I stood on his Word. I was set free.
However, the pain does not dissipate. It is always present. As I walk the hallways. As I smile. I am constantly reminded. My soul aches. It would be easier if this was a repercussion. All I’ve done is exist.
I pray my Lord will have mercy. I pray for an ending. I pray for comfort. If you think of me, remember my sorrow. Pray to my God in heaven for grace to endure, strength to continue and courage to live. Remember my sorrow Lord, and set me free...
Copyright 12/2011
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